My dear, maybe I should let go so you can be a life of quiet, peaceful like before we met. I will gently and quietly walked out of your life, your life. I want to go to see you happy! I want to go to see you in a radiant tomorrow! I want to let go to give someone a chance to be with you in this life. I want you to have a future, a better tomorrow, do you understand?
Tet is coming slowly, spring is knocking on doors, she still is life, nothing is changed there is no spring, the New Year. On the night sleep is hard to roll whirlwind dancing like moths to a light. Boarding house where she was punched in the continent is slowly towed home for New Year reunion with her family, she did not have anywhere to go, to have so-called family reunions, to get warm air of spring spend well well-being. Youth over, in her only remaining long chain on chatting.
She recalled the old time, he was staff in the banking sector, inn motel along with her. That day he asks her to pretend to play his lover in the Tet dishes at home with attractive remuneration. Because his parents urged him on to marry. Using a catalog of her forever and then also talk about where to eat Tet with him. New Year a few days together with him, she was warm with love of his parents home. Nearly five years of wandering far away she is enjoying the New Year full of love family friendly training with crimson stems, with the cake pan boiling on the fire before Eve. With how lucky money red waters of his parents. His family first visited the Buddha temple. She touched speechless, after all these years of living alone wilt sneezing when parting with beloved woman relationship and the great.
Then, he asked her to speak, but she can not, because the distance between him and her too far. Her job is a job are low at the bottom of society, but he is a diligent and kind employees. But the most important thing is she can not deceive his parents. She would like the family feeling of his parents a home for her loving arms around her and a few days in spring, spend happy New Year. She tripped, so I wanted to do stand up to the top despite late. With him, she would like his love for her, despite his promises of social prejudices to come to her, love her true love in life. She was sad to strengthen the heart, thinking about his wild past debris ...
Slipped in life to have an extended family, before she went through some love but are not getting anywhere. Time away from him, is a modern girl, she did not feel hampered and not afraid to love a married man. She said she just knew he loved her sincerely, she's more interested in a husband and wife is enough interest. More and more I see she loves him more than by the harmony of interests, personality and career because he was her co-workers and friends. He also says to love her as that was not enough, is not offset all the sacrifices, the disadvantage of her love him.
Love for her will be forever sweet, life will always be peaceful and happy, if she does not always feel insecure when they think about their future. Now she was 29 years old, said she no longer loved him innocent, not reckoning as four years ago, but she was always desperate to have a real family nest. Is known throughout the four years, had never told her he would leave his wife to marry her, she herself is not to propose anything to him about it. She proposed to him, but I frankly can not leave his wife and children at this time. Although no longer in love with his wife, but he still has respect for the family. Now she suddenly realized that I love her style seems to be no room to exercise her spiritual motherhood.
She was wrong to consecrate true love, innocence to a man who is married and the more mistakes than the expectations of his wife asked him to take her away. Then how can she measure the consequences of this but he loved her very much, but she knew that what bound in gratitude spouses and children in a family is the invisible cord that love is stronger Her love is hard to replace. Does not preclude the assignment he knew definitely: his wife, his wife, Bo and Bo are in love with both. It's very hard to believe because she always felt love him always for her lot. Maybe so, but men of capital. Chances are the relationship between your emotions long and he merely as a cover for lack of love and romance in the lives of his wife only. Even just a place for him to relax, enjoy the spiritual, emotional way greedy like many other husbands did.
Very painful, she gradually realized loss and trauma are too big. But she immediately terminate the relationship is love wrong. She was determined to overcome this challenge and stand up. She hopes to have a man who could bring her true happiness and true. But her hope is illusive and fragile, she wanted to go with him to end his life, but reason can not be told. She let go of his hand for the ...
I love game, maybe you should let go of his hand so he can be a life of quiet, peaceful like before they met. I will gently and quietly walked out of his life, his life. I want to let go to see him happy! I want to let go to see him in a radiant tomorrow! I want to let go to give someone a chance to be with him in this life! I want you to have a future, have a tomorrow I can understand? ...
Afternoon coffee so bitter that bitter acrid, bitter enough to love enough. Spring rains are flying in the sky waving slices Lang are hazy memories brought her to grief but satisfied. So anyway she is a man who loved her very sincere with a true love. Love this warm dwell forever in her heart and go all the way along the rest of his life.
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